Sunday, March 4, 2007

On the Border of Insanity and Humanity | MoonRay


On the Border of Insanity  and Humanity 
Copyright :  Moon Ray (Luna Bose Roy)

 Her shuttered   eyes  stare out of the  casement
Watching this world go gaga from her basement  
At times she thinks ,there is so much to live for
At times  she feels entrapped in a life she abhors !

On days her manic symptoms  exact a heavy toll  
Out of nowhere ,her dreamy  world   topples  over
Blood cuddling   faces run around helter-skelter 
   After her sporadic bouts  ,she  wakes up from slumber 
Routine duties come running  back to her !
   On bright days her clear head rests on her mighty shoulders
Unfazed and unperturbed she feeds her indomitable soul!

On the border of insanity and sanity 
She sees the birdie sing with gaiety 
It gives her company ,confined in an iron cage
She wants to set  it free from feeling her spasmodic rage 
She sees the snowy  clouds sail along the blue sky
She wants    the  bird to spreads its wings and fly !

Across the room ,the grandfather  clock keeps  ticking 
Reminds ironically  her precious  time is slipping  
Brooding  in trepidation   ,is she simply  a victim of  time? 
Her glass reflection reminds her ,she is well past her prime !

One  fine day as she kneels down to say her prayers 
The whispering  voice  becomes louder and clear 
She decides then to boldly face her innermost fear
She  opens the cage , strokes lovingly ,sets  the bird free 
The  weight of guilt sublimates   from her shoulders 
On the border of humanity  she runs in unadulterated glee ❤️


Footnote (by MoonRay)

[Dear Brave Soul , 
You are not alone ,you are not a loser 
It takes one morning  to wake up and face your fear
It takes a loud voice to say your life is very dear 
The voice can come from within , it can come from outside 
You need at least one  loving  soul by your side
To say I will be there for you my dear ❤️  ]

Dear Readers ,

[ Talk therapy works well for patients of depression
Listening  without judgement can be your  mission
They need empathy and can do without sympathy 
The worst is apathy!   ]

2 comments:

Sanju said...

Its really thoughtprovoking site and it truly reveals the genius in you and exposes the multifaceted side of your life.

Jaiku said...

Interesting.. the world of Insanity ...

Maybe u would find these poems interesting too..

http://aiyeratthegatesofdawn.sulekha.com/blog/post/2006/11/the-house-of-blue-light-part-1.htm

http://aiyeratthegatesofdawn.sulekha.com/blog/post/2006/11/the-house-of-blue-light-part-2-2.htm


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